Visitation to Labuk Bay^^

I am kissing the monkey~~~ LOLS

me and my frenss...correction: me pointing at the monkey ya..nt ah bao..zz

The reason for sitting there??

Feeding the monkey wif long green beans...

Me and Yvon^^

This is a boat...which I wan to ride on wif my love ones...
=P bluek...fatt mong la...[go dream la]

So ugly pic..nvm..cool oso geh..GUA

First time sleep on the swing net bed...feel so syok..wanna lie on there again...

muakss..love it^^

LOVE THE LIGHT RAYS...

This is ME--

A mom and A son..so sweet....

A monkey..Love it so much^^

The bunch of monkies zai...

eating green beans huh?

Our youth had organized a visitation to Labuk Bay, Mile19 today [20th March 2010]

It was boring at first...but lastly..nice fellowship oso la.. and sweat a lot..DAMN! hahahaXD

God bless~~

We Are The Reason~~

I want to share a song for u guys today...I really love this song..and Hope you guys too^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrPAZbD6fG0
[the version of Jesus crucification]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgAMzTbd1Uc&feature=related
[the version of DMT korean dance team- We are the reason(korean version)]

The lyrics:~~

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love All because of love

*Chorus

Bridge*I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

What I feel tis recently...

I dono wat makes me feel tis way recently...
The feelings just came suddenly...Its like so touch that my tears came falling down..I have no reason to tell why...Memories of You and me suddenly came CRUSHING on my mind...
I still remember the days we been through...When I am dumb...I dono how to dance shuffle.You teach and lead me...When I sick..You came to me...and hope my sickness will 'jangkit' to you...so I won't be so san fu[susah]...I noe tat time..You were oso sick..You cough and cough non-stop...I still remember the time..we walk around the church...taking the most precious, one and only picture with you...there was NO chance for now..I know...I still remember the days we been on sms...calling each other with nicknames[mickey/minnie] and [tomato/potato]...I've once delete all those messages ...so now..I don have any things to refer and remind of the days we been through...I still remember ur face when I lost my handphone..You are the one who give me 5 miscalls...I really thank u so much..I dono wat can I do...but I still saved some messages which was nt much on my SAVED MESSAGES there...I once remember the time you came to church for nothing in the afternoon..just to see me one time...where I didnt saw u...I feel sorry..I still remember the days and times we went through Christmas in MPS..which u were far from me...I still remember the joy and happiness we share during the countdown of the year 2010 in KFC...The way u treat me..will always on my mind..I know I have hurted u..everyone in this world might think I am selfish...No one will understands wat the ways I feel in you..the reason I don wan you to wait for me til finish SPM...I know u don noe why too...
This recently..When I saw u sad...N not even wan to talk to me..though feeling sad and dissapointed...I always think...did i make the wrong decision..Izit too unfair to you?? I really wan sms you to give back u the chance...but i noe...I cant do..
Until today...my mom ask me bout u and me..she say why recently..i didnt talk bout u jor...I dono wt to say...my heart feels the uneasiness...At last...honestly..I tell my mom bout everything..I cried...my mom say she understands...she don think it is tat selfish..she convince me..tat we are still young...Its better not to give too much hope for you..to wait for me two more years...coz it may hurts more next time...coz now..I know u have been hurted liao...that time i sms u...I really cried..coz I LOVE YOU so much...but I pray to God..and ask Him to let me to forget You....only God understands me...really de..everyone don understands well including me...
From tat day I hurt you...I feel tat I have no longer to receive love from others again...I cant accept anyone...I will just let it be...I miss those days with you..but I cant do anything..It is over..
I just hope u happy..Today saw u...wif a girl..seems so obviously happy...I feel no regret..coz tats wat I ask God for..To bless u wif a happy life...everyday happy and healthy..God bless
memorables dates= 20Dec2009-05Feb2010

Ordinary days~~

This reminds me of you~~ feel wan to cryTT...haiz..but I must be brave...

miss those days talking with you~~ and now....Time flies..Everything change..


Today is Monday...as usual went to school..back from school..
suffer from the STUPID ulcer...haiz...This is Life...haha^^
Today English add lesson taught by Miss Amirah...did a CREATIVE WRITING...wanna noe how creative? continue to view this blog later on~~

Maths time, Miss Judy teach...and we listen..seems to be easy..but it was not really...
TEST COMING SOON...study??Got but a bit la..after sports...tired[EXCUSES==]
Afternoon still slept...Later I MUST DO REVISION...if not I == LOL...coz this WED test..
I am afraid of History....others oso not yet revision..haiz...Geo[form1-3] ahhhhh...nvm...calm down...


During Seni time, teacher taught bout symbols and logo...zzz..boring oso la..but he say tat joke funny o..He ask why that day at sport complex...the sign of boys toilet stick oledi at the door...
But girls still masuk neh??hahahahaXD zzz...tau tau la siapa tu...kekee><>

I enjoy the time during Geography..draw those coconut and palm oil trees...Fun...using Abigail's magic colour pen

AND...WAIT..there's one more...A JOKE FROM MISS JUDY today...
[Why does a husband open the car door for his wife?]
There are 2 reasons...tats becoz
1 THE CAR IS NEW
2 THE WIFE IS NEW

WAKAKAKA...LOL><

SUKAN DAY 2 o.0

How the sunlight shines when its about 6:30am to 7:00am at Sport Stadium
I LOVE THE WAY IT SHINES...
VITAMIN E more wt...hahaha...honestly, really so SAI o==

My medal [4x100m] skinning off still makes a difference huh...Tee HeeXD

Nice experience...Thank God tat give me a chance for the first time to own this medal..

I really LOVE it!! Proud to be a CECILIAN always and FOREVER...

Photo of the day...

The RED me and my very first medal [It has been so long I never received medal....coz I didnt join sukan...the last medal I taken was when I'm in kindergarten^^miss tat]

Yesterday went for Praise and Worship practice...sooo damn tired...Today wake up at 5:00am...ahhaha....don wan 4:30 liao...so tired la..ahahaha...I always pray...and the whole nite I cant sleep really well by thinking wt was going to be tomorrow's situation...

AT LAST, TOMORROW HAD COME...

as usual,we marked our attendance first..then, the first acara is 3000m[8 rounds]...seeing them running...feels so good..coz they just jog and jog..It doesnt matter who is the winner at all...I went DAFTAR myself and my other fren in the COUNTER for the next acara 400m [PB]

When the race of 3000m had finished..the teacher,Encik Harmizie led is all to the starting line...I am on TRACK 3...I tot it was to be the 3rd front..but it was not...It starts from 8 in front to 1 at the back...so...IMAGINE...where is my position...then...

teacher Johnson told us the rules... Then, KE GARISAN, SEDIA....WAIT FOR THE HON...

BUTTTTTTTTTT....[THE HON SOUNDS]

AT FIRST, I tot we should jog first then at last baru PECUT...But when we start, all of them[which got experience except me] , they all run very fast til the end...I kejar kejar at the back....and actually I got no 8...

But I uses all my energy at last...I only managed to potong one more in front of me...But anyway..my fren uses her bare foot to run...she GOT 1st place...wat more..she FAINTED after the race...I didnt faint but my leg seems like NO ENERGY...I rest for a LONG TIME...then the energy sin BACK~~

AT FIRST, I really felt MALU...BUT lastly...I understand...every sports must have the person to WIN or to LOOSE...ITS CALL SPORTMANSHIP...

ANYWAY, its a NICE EXPERIENCE FOR ME...another BREAKTHROUGH in my life...

TEENAGES SHOULD FACE THIS...but anyway I still got a medal for ytd 4x100m...

THANKS GOD...I NOE WAT IS HIS PLAN YESTERDAY...HE MAKE ME GANTI FOR MY FREN ON THE SAME TRACK..TO LET ME WARM UP...AND GIVE ME CHANCE...THANKS to MY FREN... IT DOESNT MATTER HOW HURTS IS THE FEET NOW...ITS THE HAPPINESS TAT FILL ME...

Knowing God's plan...and God answer my prayer..tis morning in the car with my mom...I PRAYED...I feel want to CRY edi coz the car played a song STILL[hillsong]

I hoped God gives me the strength to finished the race...and not getting last...

If I am the last, Let me experience the PAIN and SHAME You faced during the Crucification of Jesus...Thank You....I felt no regret-ion coz I feel the JOY and HAPPINESS God bring to me...to face so many GREAT competitors..hahaha..They Deserve to win...

SUKAN DAY 1

The one toe skin came Off!2nd toe

My Burn Leg..so cacat o...

My number[H229] would be a great remembrance for me


Sorry late update coz yesterday nite so tired..I decided to wake up at 4:00am....but at last i wake up at 4:30am...not bad huh?hahaha...too excited...get up early...and prepare everything...I cant really sleep well coz jz thinking bout the sports...thinking wat would i got...jz too nervous...heartbeat became faster when i think bout tat..

AT LAST, I reached the complex...wait for others to reach there..still consider early...we marked our attendance...my asst.helped me out...after tat...we start wif all those ACARA...so many hebat hebat nia....Teacher gave me my number..tats H229[it will be a memorable and meaningful number for me til the end]...I saw those acara...I joined 400m...but 400m was the next day...so tats mean..today no need run...so I went to the toilet and change my short pants and shirt...feeling release ...but bit dissapointed...coz i tot i m going to run tat day..but nvm...WELL, tat time I got a feeling tat changing my clothes was a BAD idea...but i just IGNORED...

But at bout 10...am...the teacher ask me to GANTI a fren..coz she is too tired, cant run...GANTI for 4x100m...so I just panic..then calm down myself...go CHANGE MY PANTS AGAIN...OMG..luckily still got TIME...I warm-up a bit...They say I am the first runner...so i okok lol...They all bare foot..they ask me to open the shoe..coz my shoe might be heavy...so I just follow..but when my FEET touch the ground..IT BURNS...THE WHOLE FEET GONE RED...but OUR team jz tahan..coz no time liao..so when I finish the run...I felt my feet so PAIN...then I walked back and realized my skin WENT OFF LIAO...teacher helped me take plaster form the PBSM camp site...I am happy as we Got 3rd...I noe its not much..but way to much its a FIRST time experience for me...^^

BACK TO NORMAL~~

TOMORROW SUKAN....YEAHHHH...

AND ITS BACK TO NORMAL...TODAY ASK TEACHER..

SHE SAY MY NAME IS ON THE LIST...

SO TATS MEAN TOMORROW I M RUNNING..THANK GOD

I DID PRAY LAST NIGHT...AND GOD LET ME KNOW HIS PLAN

THAT IS...B4 THIS, I AM SCARED AND NERVOUS...A LOT...WHEN THE NEWS SAY MAYBE I WONT BE JOINING COZ NAME NOT ON LIST....I REALLY FEEL DISSAPOINTED AND SAD...I NOE GOD WANTS ME TO THINK...WHETHER I WAN JOIN OR NOT...IF WAN JOIN...CANNOT BE SCARED...MUST HAVE FAITH...SO NOW...I M HAPPY..I WILL DO MY BEST FOR TOMORROW...JIAYOU JIAYOU ANNE....VICTORY FOR RUMAH HIJAU...^^

BAD NEWS

JUST FINISH POSTING THE PREVIOUS POST...
RECEIVE A SMS FROM MY FREN, A RUNNER TOO...MIKA
SHE JUST ATTEND THE PRACTICE...WHERE I DIDNT...
SHE SAY THE TEACHER DIDNT PUT THE UNDER 15 age,OUR NAME...THEY ONLY PUT AFTERNOON SESSIONS
APART FROM RECEIVING THIS NEWS...I ALSO BLUR...I DONO WAT HAPPEN
I M SAD...MAYBE WONT BE JOINING THE RACE...COZ THE DAMN TEACHER DIDNT PUT OUR NAME...HOW? ishhh...so damn not organized betul la
even gt practice, oso last minute inform...ppl like me, cant arrange de ma...haiz....WAT SHOULD I DO NOW?DISSAPOINTMENT FEELS ME...SAD...CRY HUH?NOT YET..haiz=("

TOMORROW TOMORROW SUKAN TT

SO NERVOUS @@
DAMN NERVOUS
TOMORROW TOMORROW JIU SUKAN...TATS MEAN
I ONLY GOT 1 DAY + LEFT...
I AM JOINING THE 400m RACE...not to mention...
IT IS MY FIRST TIME...MY VERY OWN FIRST TIME...
I AM SO NERVOUS NOW>.<>
I DONO WT TO WEAR o...THEY SAY WEAR SPIKES...I DON HAVE...I ACTUALLY WAN WEAR SCHOOL SHOES de...BUT THEY SAY WILL LICIN A BIT...so I am scared...haiz...
BARE FOOT?NO WAY..IF the TRACKs HOT,HOw? my FOOT will burns...wakakakkakaXD yesterday, I realize 1 round there were actually 8 ppls competing..make me really scare now..i not really greedy...JUST HOPE TO GET AT LEAST BRONZE...
CAN I? I HAVE NOT MUCH CONFIDENCE NOW...
WHOEVER READ THIS..PLS GUIDE ME IN YOUR PRAYER...
THANKS>>> <<<>